Dying Slowly

Ben Neiser
2 min readSep 22, 2020

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Photo taken by Ben Neiser at Sundance Resort. Fall 2020.

The Canyon

At a distance

A tapestry of color

Tranquil and calm

The Branches

A warm host

Inviting me in

Showing off

The Leaves

Rustling in concert

Demanding a closer look

Transfixed on every detail

Something Unexpected

The Veins

Like lightning

Striking seemingly at random

Yet with incredible intent

The Blades

Like fire and fury

Advancing ferociously

Consuming everything

The Battle

Wind and rain blowing

Loosening Summer’s grasp

Wrestling with each leaf

The Fallen

Walking along

A path of destruction

A war zone

The Old Self

Clinging

Fighting

Losing

The New Self

Pushing

Struggling

Winning

The Spirit

Killing every remnant of me

Until only You remain

The glorious in-between

The Beauty

Alive in dying

Gaining from losing

Victory in defeat

The Death

Angels long to look

Each moment

Of The Already But Not Yet

My Lord

Spectacular are the canyons that are Your covenant people

Glorious are the branches that are the effects of the Spirit

Hopeful are the leaves that are my daily battles within

How Beautiful We Must Look To You As We Are Dying Slowly

Inspired by:

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. 2 Corinthians 5:17

And calling the crowd to him with his disciples, he said to them, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. Mark 8:34

For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Romans 7:18–19

For this is the will of God, your sanctification: 1 Thessalonians 3:3a

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Ben Neiser
Ben Neiser

Written by Ben Neiser

Christian. Husband. Father of two girls. Creative. Writer. Collaborator of Faith, Art, and Community.

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